Depression is taking over... RANT

Recently I've been feeling depressed and just wants the cry all the time and not be near anyone. Sometimes I just want to hand my daughter to my boyfriend or to my mother just so I can have some time to my self. I know if I had her off to her dad (my boyfriend) that I won't get any time alone cause he thinks she needs to be with me 24/7. I have to force myself to leave the house at times and I always have to force myself out of bed... I don't feel confident about anything anymore I don't trust my boyfriend at all but I can't leave him I've told my self so many times that I was going to but I'm still here...