I'm so hurt help please..

Okay so please help me out okay I've been dating my boyfriend / I'm guessing ex now so last week I told him that I've been faking cuming and orgasms don't get me wrong the sex is amazing but I just don't cum so last week I found out I was pregnant and I told him. He just said okay we had a conversation earlier and I asked him dose he want to be with me he said no cause I've been lying to him this whole time and I've apologize so many times about this and I just don't know what to do anymore I've been crying please help!!!