Shy Christian

So 2 months ago I joined a huge Christian group and went on a mission trip with them hoping to grow closer to God and form relationships with other Christians in the group. I am really shy and quiet but I did open up later on in the trip. But I just felt out of place in the group and didn't make any real connections with any of the group memebers in the group I joined. It seems like every group I join I can't seem to connect because I'm shy and I keep to myself. I just feel like I don't have the Love of God in me because of this. That I'm not a real Christian. Since then I've been slipping and just unsure of my faith.

**Thoughts**