11 dpo..

11 dpo today. Really feeling like AF is gonna show. She is due in 3 days so I guess we'll have to wait and see. After the insane month I've had it really wouldn't surprise me to have one more thing to be down about. I don't feel pregnant even though I desperately want to be 😔 I'm sick as crap with the crud 😕 and quite frankly all I wanna do is curl up beside my boyfriend and sleep for days. Maybe I could sleep away the sad feelings? Who am I kidding.. they'd be there as soon as I woke. Good luck and baby dust to you all.. definitely think I'm out this month due to my inner voice screaming at me that I am!