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AF is due today. Though I never get a period on my own anyways, I'm cramping today. Took a test this morning, it was negative.. Second round of clomid didn't work. I don't know how anyone does this for years, it's only been 6 months of trying for me and I'm ready to throw in the towel. It's mentally exhausting. I can't even be happy for others when they tell me they're pregnant because I'm so upset that it's not me, and I feel like a jerk for being so selfish, but it hurts so much knowing your stupid body is the reason you and your SO aren't awaiting the arrival of your new baby.. It's starting to really take a toll on me 😢