Feeling frustrated!!

Everyone around me is having babies. My cousin had one recently. And after pouring my heart out at the frustration of eight months of nothing and now fertility doctor appointments my other cousin tells me she is in early stages of pregnancy. She said she tried for two months and it was so hard!!! What? No it wasn't. And my best friend is also pregnant. At family functions im getting asked when are you having children. :(
I have been having 52 day cycles and now about it start clomid. Well, when I get to the end of this 52 day cycle as I've only just started into it. I find myself wishing June away! Telling my husband to take his vits, don't drink! Feeling feed up!!!