Outie...

So literally, I've had this huge embarrassment for having an outie. I always thought the closed camel toe looking vagina was the ideal one. Then I started watching porn and saw that all of them are different. Now, I KNOW we all come in different size and shapes. But now the biggest struggle I have is having my boyfriend go down on me. I'm sooooo self concious about it still even though I know it's normal but eh, idk. Anyone else have this problem? Obviously, having him go down would mean pleasing me completely cause that's where the most meaningful orgasms come from, but ehhh. How do I just let it goooo. I wanna get mine too lol I just don't know how to do it without thinking about what he may think of my outie vs any camel toes he may have seen before me.