2nd miscarriage

I never thought I would have a miscarriage, let alone two. They are calling this one a blighted ovum but it still hurts the same, if not more because this was supposed to be our rainbow baby.

Yesterday was our 2nd u/s and nothing had changed in a week. Supposed to have been 9+1 but had an empty sac. Not even a fetal pole. The sac was actually smaller than last week. Today after my shower i started spotting. It has since stopped but I'm just waiting now for it to fully begin.

I can't believe my husband and i have to go through this again.