Can't stop taking tests. Feeling crazy

I don't know what's wrong with me. I am so scared of losing this baby since it's my first time being pregnant. I found out on the 31st (2 days late) and my doctor won't see me until the 22nd of June! So scared of losing it before. I took a test this morning even though my SO tried to stop me and I feel like it looks fainter ! I'll post an original pic with the whole lot of tests I took the first two days. Thanks for your support in advanc❤️