Losing hope ...

I was a surrogate mom for two different couples I made their dreams come true and my marriage almost shattered because of it I have one little girl who is about to be 7 and hubby and I have been trying for miracle #2 with no luck since 2013 ....

My father in law Called me an abomination foe doing the surrogacy and told me god would punish me and now I'm starting to feel that he jinxed me cause I have tried for almost 3 years now with no luck I'm losing hope I don't want my marriage to strain because of our infertility my husband is very supportive and we are in a great place is it all in my head or can it be possible that another baby is just not going to happen .....