Freaking out

Margie
I'm 12 weeks now and my next appointment is next week. She already told me I was not getting an ultrasound. I'm freaking out because I've not been sick at all, what few symptoms I've had have gone now. I really want to see my baby. It would ease my mind so much. I know a lot are getting the nuchal scan around 12 weeks and I'm wondering why I'm not. Also I've not been able to find the heart beat on my doppler at home. This is my second and I know it's hard to find at home and I was closer to 15-17 weeks before I found it at home with my first but I had ALL the symptoms the WHOLE pregnancy so I wasn't as worried. 
Considering trying to talk her into giving me an ultrasound even if it means paying out of pocket... 😣