Test anxiety...

According to glo, my period should have started 3 days ago. I have another ap that I think accounts for fluxuation in cycle length a little more & it says I should start the 7th. If I test tomorrow it would be 1 day late for a "normal"(28 day) cycle. All of my cycles since January were 28 or less, until May (which was 38). I'm pretty sure I will test tomorrow, because I know me (LOL), but I am sooo anxious. Part of me wants to wait it out & hold onto the idea that I MIGHT be pregnant, but the other part of me needs to KNOW.

Also, I am a bit frustrsted, because our place was hit by a tornado last month at the beginning of the month & the mobile home we were fixing up that would have had a baby rooom was completely demolished. =( We are getting a new one, paid out by insurance (already approved), but now I am somewhat hoping its a negative while at the same time I know it will make me sad if it is negative...

Ahh. I am going crazy thinking about this. 😐