Body image vent session 😫

Feeling overwhelmingly lousy about my body this morning. I really wish I could talk to someone, but I can't think of anyone who would say the right thing. Since my MC in March, I gained some weight. I was depressed and angry with my body for letting me down. On top of that, I haven't taken my acne meds since December, because they were dangerous for conception. My whole face is covered with deep, red, irritated welts that won't go away. I feel so ugly and embarrassed. And I have nothing to show for it. Since AF came several days ago, I broke down and dyed my hair for the first time, to get rid of the grey. Thought it would make me feel better. It doesn't. I just want to hide under my bed and cry. 😣