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Ki
Hi, I am a mother of two. I was not happy th risk or overweight with them   Now almost 8 years later I am pregnant, diabetic type two, 5'3 and 230 and high risk because of it. I am hoping someone in here is also diabetic and can help me figure stuff out. I just left my doctor and I'm in tears over everything he said. (Diabetic dr ) 
I am 6w2d. :-(