Trying to stay positive

My husband and I have been trying to conceive for 2 cycles now, this time I started taking prenatal pills with folic acid which is what my doctor said to do while trying to conceive. I'm confused to timing my ovulation. Especially since I have a somewhat irregular period . I just want my bundle of joy. It's hard to stay positive with everyone else saying they are pregnant. Even my nieces mom is pregnant again and my niece. Is not even one yet . And this baby she will not be keeping it . It upsets me so much . Here I am trying and  she's going to abort her child. It's frustrating but praying for good news soon !