When does this get easier?

I found out yesterday that I'm miscarrying, I'm sad but not devastated. I had a rough few weeks with this pregnancy and as much add I wanted it I never lottery myself forget that it could end.

Anyway, last night I went to the er because I felt like I was going to pass out from the blood loss. The doctor there was horrendous. The first thing he said to me was, "Well you're having a miscarriage, there's nothing we can do? What do you want me to do?" Mind you this was before ANY tests were done. So I told him I wanted an ultrasound to confirm. I finally got one and it did confirm it.

My question is though, when do I stop feeling like death? I passed out at the hospital last night, then again this morning in the bathroom...I'm terrified to do anything