Chemical 💔

I just had a chemical it was the most awful thing ever im heartbroken.. It was gonna be a surprise on my husbands birthday wich is tomorrow but I started to bleed really heavy and feeling so much pain yesterday and all the test that i took now are negatives so i had to tell him😞 i feel like I ruined everything it was our first and he is dying for a baby.. I feel so miserable 😞