Hoping we get pregnant!

Trying for 2 years now and its stressful! We both have kids from previous relationships. My boyfriend has a 5 year old boy and i have 2 boys 5 and 7. We wanna try for that girl or a little boy to complete our little wolf pack. I know hes wondering a lot of things and doesn't want to say anything cuz he knows how worried i already am. Ive been thru a lot during the pass five years and im hoping that wont hold me back for having this experience with the love of my life! Baby, mommy and daddy really want you here with us. We just wanna see your beautiful face, To hold you is what i wish for everyday. Daddy doesnt know im on here but i need something to vent without him involved. I just dont want him to worry. Please bless us with your presence baby we love you!