Miscarriage is painful and scary

Marianne
The dr took my blood and for where they think I am at 5 weeks I could be earlier. They said my level was 44. I went to the hospital today because I started bleeding they said my level was 36.  I guess that is it for me this will be the second baby we lost.  It isn't fair I wish that it didn't happen like this.  I want to try again but how am I supposed to enjoy my pregnancy without fear of a miscarriage?  I really hope we get out baby soon.  We were going to tell your families next Sunday for Father's Day and it just hurts that now we can't.