Just Thinking

My husband and I have been TTC for about 8 months. Every fertile cycle we would have sex once but that was it, it wasn't working. So this month I said ok, we are going to every other day at least! Well this time it was 3 times during my fertile cycle! AF is supposed to be due Sunday. I guess my whole point in this post is just to let out some of the stress I am having about it. I'm just really hoping for a BFP especially because this month is my last chance to have a child before I'm 30 and I really wanted that. I haven't had any symptoms that I know of or that can't be explained away by the fact that I have been stressed. Please just keep your fingers crossed for me this month and I will keep mine crossed for all of you out there! I know there ate many people who have been on this journey longer than me so please don't think I am complaining. I'm just hopeful that this is the month! Blessings to you all!