Body image :(

Idk if this is normal but I'm a ftm. I wasn't skinny before pregnancy but I liked my body. Since being pregnant I don't. I've lost weight but I'm 18 weeks so I'm obviously getting a baby belly and I feel so ugly. I mean I am going through a divorce in which my husband says that I've let myself go and he isn't attracted to me anymore but idk. I'm just getting really sad about how I look :((((