Every month

Every month you try and have a baby you buy all the pregnancy tests to start testing at 7dpo holding the stick up to the light mistaking everything for the tiniest hint of a line. You drive your so crazy making sure you bd on your most fertile days. You put your legs on the wall after sex. you stay on glow constantly praying for other women to get their bfp hoping theyre doing the same for you. At about 4dpo you start getting cramps and head aches a pee more than usual. You dream that you're pregnant you dream about food. You KNOW this is your month. then when your breasts are sore and your spotting at 13dpo you wake up ready to take the 14dpo test with fmu knowing itll have 2 lines.... only to look in your panties to see that AF is right on schedule.