@&$!ing baby fever 😒

You see, I am in no place to have a baby right now. I'm in my early twenties, no significant other to speak of, I have SO MANY things I want to do, so many places I want to go, just so many things!

BUT I want a baby.

So badly.

Seriously, I'm finding it unwise for me to track my periods and ovulation because I'm a little nervous that I'm going to go out and get pregnant the second I know I'm ovulating.

What do I do? How do I control this? My brain knows that this is not the time for a baby, but my ovaries like to whisper sweet nothings into my brain's ear, and then I get confused and sad and baby hungry.

Help 😱👶🏼