A little crazy

Well me and my so been ttc since December and nothing,came to find out i have a cyst in my left ovary(5cm) and well that's stopping me feom conceiving well im on bc  see if it'll shrink ,well anywho yesterday waa my so bday and we had a little dinner for em and we invited our friends"future god child" parents well we Where takin pictures and i put the baby on his lap ao we could take pics and his family went crazy takin pictures,i was so annoyed and felt funny lol even tho i loveeeee that baby with aLl my ❤️❤️❤️,but i guess since ive been wanting my own it made me jeolous