Lonely, hurt, confused

So this is killing me and my hubby (of only a year) have recently broken up because things are really not working out! I'm 7months I already have 2 kids from my first marriage of 14 years. As much I care about him he did and said very malicious things in front of my mother she now no longer wants anything to do with him! I feel like I not only do I have to start all over get a job bu also but my kids through a whole new break up 😕😕😕. I'm currently staying with my mom which is not making things any better. I'm A tuff cooking but I'm breaking!