Just Feel Sad

I was diagnosed with anxiety, depression, and severe ocd early january. I had to drop out of the nursing program and I could not function anymore at my job due to all the panick attacks. My husband works very hard to pay off bills, rent, car notes etc. I try to help my husband by selling fruit bowls from home but it is not alot. I recently applied for government health insurance and got denied because of the income which is not alot $480 a week. I just feel so heart broken because I wanted to get the help I need. <|3 Im sorry for ranting but I wish I never had these illnesses.