Starting AGAIN.

I am headed out to buy a pasta maker. DD wanted spaghetti and I remember seeing someone make some with butternut squash noodles! Sounds sooooo good! And I could stand to save the calories. Does it work? Cutting carbs and sugar anywhere should help...

We were out swimming and that got my poor brain feeling crappy about me again. I'm not near as attractive as those women is all I can say... then I thought "next year I NEED to be that girl in a sexy bikini without a care." I'm a skinny, cute thing trapped in a chubby stetchmarked body now. I blew up this past year :(

Anyone have healthy recipes to share? Any other ladies enjoying her Summer less because of her own body?