Rainbow baby

I am waiting to ovulate and hopefully will get my rainbow baby. As I am thinking of this I realize that I was my parents rainbow baby. My parents gave birth to my brother in June of 86 and he passed away and was buried July 2. 86. I was born one year later July 2 87... I lost my baby may 23 and got my first af June 19 and am due to ovulate  around the 3-7, hoping that maybe this all means maybe I will have luck with a rainbow baby too. Please send thought prayers and baby dust my way. I would love all of these to line up and have a very special meaning and to conceive my child around my birthday.