Keeping it a secret.

I'm going through my second miscarriage right now, and I had asked my husband not to tell any one about the pregnancy just in case this happened again. He told all his buddies at work and his grandmother and brother. When i started having issues, he called his mom and talked to her about it. I was furious. I felt like he had broken my trust and since he didn't have (in his words) "an emotional connection" to this pregnancy, he wanted to talk to someone about it. I felt like he should have talked to me, and now I have to tell these same families that I lost the baby again. I feel like there is something wrong with me, and I haven't been able to tell anyone else, not even my parents. Discussing it will make me feel like it's my fault, and I don't know if I can handle it.