No friends..long rant lol

Am I the only one who doesn't have friends lbvs..and is that really that bad? I'm 22 and my fiancé, mom and dogs are pretty much all I have. I mean sure there are those 'friends' I talk to a bunch but never really see or hang out with...I'm not judging anyone at all, but these days I feel like everyone I know either parties and drinks or does some type of drug, or has children. I'm TTC and even if I wasn't, I stopped drinking 2 years ago. I guess I'm just not that social..sometimes it bothers me sometimes it doesn't..the one person I really thought was my friend definitely isn't. It's more like I'm her friend. She always rubs in my face (and everyone else's) that she's pregnant and doing so well in life. I try to talk to her about my issues and she acts like she couldn't give two sh!ts..but I'm supposed to be happy for her about everything she does...idk. Blah! There is my rant I suppose.