Kind of complex I guess....

Me and my S/O got into a heated argument Sunday night which resulted in me having a black eye and busted lip plus a little of a swollen face. I know he loves me and it makes no sense of how he treated me that night. I miss him but having trouble with forgiving him. I'm also a little horny should I give in and do the do or just avoid the situation and give myself more time to think on if I should be with him or not.