I'm so enraged and disappointed

Joanna • I am 22 years old, nursing student, and so in love with life and it`s twisted ways. Peace, love, and light guys! ✨
My boyfriend was the one who brought up trying to conceive, I've wanted for a while but stopped my desire because he's always turn that idea down, this time around he now wants to try, we got into a stupid argument, but he's basically the one who makes things bigger than they should be, resulting in an argument that he just wants to keep fighting over, I'm the peace maker.
He hurt my feelings so badly right now, it makes me wonder if he's really ready to have a child when he acts like one himself. I'm so disappointed, I thought him and I were over his childish ways 😔😞