Heartbroken over my dr

Anahi
Today I called my OB to schedule my first prenatal visit (yay!) and found out my dr who I LOVED isn't equipped to handle high risk pregnancies :( and after being ignored during my last pregnancy leading to undiagnosed pre-eclampsia culminating in a seizure and emergency c-section 8w before my due date I have had a hard time finding a doctor I trust. Any advice?