Last weekend after a very scary ER visit I found out that I was carrying an ectopic pregnancy and received methotrexate, had a bad reaction and was on bed rest for three entire days. Then I found out one of my dearest friends from high-school passed away. We hadn't been in touch recently but the occasional text. Holidays you know.

My point is I'm sad, like really sad this week has sucked. Tell everyone that's important to you that you care. I just don't want anyone to feel like I do. Sorry to be a downer just most people in my life know about the Ectopic or about my friend not both. It's hard.