I'm 38w4d and I honestly can say that I don't want to be pregnant anymore. I'm feeling a bit down today. I just want my baby here and to feel like myself again. I've never wanted anything more than to be a mom, and I feel like time is just going so slow. I'm impatiently waiting for the day I get to hold him in my arms for the first time. But I'm also hating my new body. I went to purchase maternity bras today and almost broke down in the dressing room in tears. I hate these stretch marks. They are not "tiger stripes." They are ugly scars. My belly has grown so large I feel as though I'm going to have a large pouch of flab no matter how much weight I lose or tone. I feel selfish for thinking this way but I can't help it.