Jinxing into AF

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I swear every month during my TWW I start to forget about how soon AF is . Then of course I look at my <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android">glow app</a> & it's in like 2 days away then I instantly start to feel AF coming . It's like if I didn't think about It I swear she wouldn't come but every single time I do think about it . The cramps start & she comes . 
Anyone else like this or am I just completely obsessed !!?