Have my second prenatal check up tomorrow

Well in my first pregnancy I found out I had cervical lesions (hpv) and my drs office called to break it to me like new news she kept asking if I was ok... Yes I'm fine I kno my history I was a lil upset that she didn't or my chart wasn't reviewed so all pissed I told her I carry antibodies as well as she didn't need to call me when my blood work came back... I was raped at 8 I never had a choice to avoid contracting herpes however I have never had an outbreak and its likely I never will I am immune as my doctor put it... But tomorrow its back under the microscope to look at my cervix... :-/