Contemplation

I was dating a boy for almost a year and we were in love. He was my first for everything. He was 5 years older than me and I kept it a secret from my parents. They ended up finding out and making us break up. It's been 5 months since I talked to him, but he reached out and added me on snspchat. I sent him a snap but no answer. I really want to talk to him, but what do I say? I'm afraid he hates me for what my parents put him through. What should I do?