Feeling Bummed...

Marissa
I guess I'm just on here to vent. There's always a feeling of defeat when you are TTC and a negative test comes back. AF is supposed to start tomorrow, I've been praying and I know God has big plans for me and my BF but it's hard to stay positive when everyone around you is happy with their pregnancy or their new baby. It's a jealous feeling that I've always had since I miscarried in 2013. I don't like feeling this way but it's a feeling I can't fight off. I think I'm going to keep TTC but stop <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android">tracking ovulation</a> and try to put it in the back of my mind and see what happens. If you ladies could send prayers this way please I would appreciate it... Thanks !!