Feeling deflated 😒

Ash • Happily married and blessed to have welcomed our TWIN BOYS via IVF a year ago in March of 2017! 💛🔬🍍👶🏼👶🏼
I don't know how much longer DH and I can go through this? I was so excited to start my fertile week and now that it's practically over, I just wanted to redue it again. Not feeling very confident this month. Tried to BD one last time yesterday and DH warned me he was too tired and sore from flag football. I didn't listen and begged him to try one more time. Well, it didn't work and we went to bed upset. He's still mad about it today. I just don't know anymore. When we have fun sporadic sex, it's never near or in my fertile window. It's always a chore and he's starting to hate it. Maybe I'll give it up....no opks just hope we have sex during our fertile window. Ready for AF and July isn't even over with.