Having a hard time believing

I just can't believe that I'm not pregnant. I almost want to say I don't care what the Drs office test says I know I am! My boobs won't stop being sore and feel huge, they have been sore for about a week now, I'm always so tired, I'm so bloated and hungry. I also get headaches out of nowhere and my dreams have been crazy. I'm sorry I know I could be overthinking this but I can't help it. 😢💔