Jealous.

Jessica
I have had two miscarriages in two years. And my best friend was told she couldn't have kids. Well she just gave birth to her son. Who is amazing. I'm so jealous. I just feel like I can't have kids. I feel like I want one so bad and think about it way to much that I won't ever have any. I feel like since I want one soo bad I just simply can't have them. Idk what to do? Am I crazy for thinking this way? I am only 20 but me and my boyfriend are very stable. It's just I can't get over that I had two miscarriages and really want one. And she was told she couldn't get pregnant and had a healthy boy. Am I wrong??