When you know you're being ridiculous.!

I am stressing so bad about having all of my little girl's stuff match. Except people are giving me things they don't need anymore, so I know that I should accept them instead of turning them down, when I don't have a lot of money to spend. Like right now, I bought an exersaucer for 25 dollars, and by pure luck, my friend is giving me a playmat that matches. The bouncer and swing someone is giving me matches, and I'm still in limbo on if I'll buy my playpen, stroller, and high chair, but I have them picked out and those will match if I do. It still bothers me though! Some of my stuff is pink and others are gender netural colors. I obsess about these things, and I know I do. Yet I still can't stop myself even though I can rationalize and know exactly why I shouldn't do it.