I have  2 really great friends that are struggling to get pregnant, anyway they both want a child of their own so bad I really feel awful for what they go through, the disappointment on their faces is enough for me to cry for them.  They both are excellent step mommies to their husbands' kids. I have a child and I see how much they envy me.  I am currently trying for baby 2 but feel so bad, I would feel absolutely devestaed if I got another child before them.  I pray that they will be able to concieve very soon 🙏🏼