So stressed

Honestly, i just want my period to happen already. I tested this morning and it seemed negative. I honestly have no idea when my period is going to show up since i had a mc last month. All my apps think it should have happened yesterday, but really there is no way of knowing. I have no idea of i ovulated since i dont chart my bbt, only cm.

Right now my back is killing me, and i am having some minor cramps. I just dont want to be in limbo any longer. At least a period would shut down my symptom spotting for a bit, it would suck to not be pregnant, but not anymore than every negative test. At least then i would be able move onto the next cycle.

I am stressed out about non baby related things. And i just really need a fricken hug.

Sorry for all this.