Overwhelmed !

Hey everyone. I'm having a bit of a rough first trimester.. I've been in the hospital twice on IV fluids and I literally puke almost every day all day. My midwife has me on diclectin but it's not stopping the vomiting at all. I've been on this medication for a couple weeks now.

Is anyone else experiencing morning sickness this bad or has anyone ever? I don't know what to do. I can barley keep one meal down a day. I've lost almost 20 lbs .. and I'm only 8 and a half weeks along . This is my first pregnancy. I can't even work I'm so sick. Does anyone have any advice !?