I'm dying inside please help me

So I just broke up with my boyfriend of over a year an I am 17 it's litterly the worst feeling in the world I still love him so much and I miss him like crazy he was my best friend and I told him everything and now we don't really talk but he wants me back  the reason I broke up with him is he has no ambition after high school and I'm a believer in Christ but he isn't really (yes we've had sex before) and also in the past he's started talking to his ex girlfriends he even started calling one every night and I found out it broke my trust a lot and he's been so much better lately before we broke up and  I could notice a difference but I still couldn't trust him and it was hard and I'm stressing so much lately about school and family issues that I became a unhappy person around everyone and I relized that after I broke up with him and God I love him so much but I told my mom this and she got mad that I even thought about getting back with him  so in your opinion should I get back together with him!! It would really help in in a fight with my self and I need more opinions thanks! 

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