Moral support please

Hi all, please send out positive vibes that I get my period. I'm supposed to start in five days. I had unprotected sex using the pullout method with my boyfriend during my fertile week because I am a giant idiot and got carried away... But anyways I am NOT TTC im a dancer and I really don't want to have to give that up or scrap together the money for an abortion when it would be a baby made out of love. Im so stressed out, I have symptoms but everyone has assured me they're all in my head because im so freaked out. So just keep me in your thoughts or prayers if you're religious. thank you!