Day 76 without period I hate pcos

La • I`m 23:) and we are ttc our first child
So it's been since may since my last period. I'm not taking provera just to get a period. Ugh I hate the fact my body does this. I hate the fact I have to take all these test to see if I can get pregnant on my own. Which I've been ttc for a year and nothing. I'm just so upset.