Had an emotionally bad day. Need to rant to woman who understand

So this is gunna be kinda long I apologize I just need to rant.

So me and my husband are closing on a house was suppose to be Aug 21. There is an extra bedroom then we expected in the house so we asked my disabled mother to move in with us to help her because she can't really afford her rent. When it came to the beginning of Aug she put in her 30 day notice and he land lord told her to get out by the 15th... So I have been running around trying to help her. On top of all of that the closing date has now been pushed to we have no idea when there is a problem with the estate. So now my mother is homeless so she decided she is going to go down to my brothers house in Florida until our house is all settled... She asked me while she was down there if I would hold onto my father because we didn't want to pack him in a box (he is cremated) today I was walking to the bathroom after waking up and realized I walked past my father naked and I just ran to my bedroom and started to have a crying panic attack no idea why really but I couldn't stop and my husband couldn't stop me either. Then after a while I go to my mothers house to help and end up screaming at her and storming out because we have put the 30 days in on our apartment as well and we can be homeless at the end of the month but I have been so focused on her that I have not even had a chance to think about us. Then when I get home I end up having another crying panic freak out about my dad again (he has been gone for like 5 years but I don't think I have really gotten over it) my husband had to call his mother to come and calm me down because when it comes to my father she is the only one who "understands" me because she lost her father at the same age as me (18). Today has just been a roller coaster of emotions that I am not use to because I don't cry at anything. I just had to tell it to someone who understands so if anyone read this thank you for reading it all.. <3